i love both you and the german language way too much
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Freitag, September 30, 2005
It seems like I should replace that last post with some happiness...so, er, I'm feeling pretty happy right now. Working on a German essay that's due today, but whatevs. Still happy. I'm definitely going home next weekend, and maybe also to Vassar to see Al? That should be good.
10:16 AM
Freitag, September 23, 2005
How can I be this awful a person? I hate me so much, and yet most of me just doesn't care. There's an annoyance in my life and I want to remove it, regardless of the consequences it will have for other people. I feel like that time I was talking to ken about amy and how he was treating her like a year or two ago, only now I'm ken and i hate me.
aaaah so unhappy
so so unhappy
and when other people who are part of my situation are happy while i am unhappy, I know it's because of ways in which they are well-adjusted and i am not, but it sometimes FEELS like it's because they're the ones harming me and i resent them.
fucking a i need to cry for like two hours and instead I have fifteen minutes to write like two and a half pages of 'reflective' crap and then three classes, then a speech I wanna go here, then agonizing about whether or not to go to boston.
10:34 AM
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